SAHM I am by Meredith Efken

Author:Meredith Efken [Efken, Meredith]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: General, Fiction, Domestic fiction, Family Life, Christian, Religious, Female friendship, Mothers, Suburban life, Urban Life, Christian fiction, Housewives, Electronic discussion groups, Electronic mail messages
ISBN: 9780373785513
Publisher: Steeple Hill
Published: 2005-11-01T04:00:00+00:00

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From:

Brenna L. <[email protected]>

To:

Dulcie Huckleberry <[email protected]>

Subject:

Z’s announcement

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Dulcie,

I can’t help it! I just CANNOT be happy for Z right now. I feel this horrible, jealous hurt inside. Why does she get a supportive husband who is PUSHING for an adoption when I can’t even get mine to THINK about it? And why does God let her have another kid, or two, or three, when she’s already got THREE of her own? I just have one! And I’ve pleaded and begged Him to let us have even just one more, but does He do it? NO! He gives them to HER instead!

And I don’t even know your friend Marianne. But when I heard she was pregnant, I just hated her! I’m turning into this horrible, hateful person, and I can’t stand it! Why can’t Darren be reasonable? I just want a baby. That’s all. Just one little, cuddly, squirmy child. Why is God giving them away to everyone except me?

Okay, okay, I know I’m whining. But it just makes me so angry! I think I’m going to go out for a walk and cool down. Kick some large trees, while I’m at it.

Merry stinkin’ Christmas.

Brenna

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